Pokaholic

Realized today that I might be a pokaholic.

As in I can't stop poking holes.

Drunk History

Drunk History - Youtube it.

FML

My life is so miserable I go online to check if it's a sunny day.

Productivity

Thanks to my wide screen monitor I can successfully stalk people on several social networks simultaneously.

Dark Sour-Sweet

wish i was born in other country

two generations ago.

enjoy the lights

yet getting tired of this digital world.

yelled out the window to be heard.

but it was fog that ate my words.

so connected through the wires,

yet absolutely alone.

my plan backfired

not expired, working, but getting old.

you whispered softly some drunk absurd.

but it was fog that ate your words.

and since those times

it's fog that I eat.

so used to the taste of

dark sour-sweet.

in the night

that's what i prefer.

dark sour-sweet

the taste of the shredded words.

Stones

Talk to me.

As if soon we'd disappear.

What if my sky is yours?

Simply.

Where we start just isn't clear.

Intertwined strings of nerves, curves.

So stop where you standing and look at the stones.

They're

Probably waiting for the return

Of

Something that was here longer than light.

Bring all your courage!

Take

All

Your time!

Stupid Slut

lives by her mirror,

sleeps without pillow,

if she's ever home at night.

breaking the silence,

projecting her violence on me

you stupid slut.

you're such a stupid...

i don't know

why i even bother

dealing with you.

if you'll go...

it might be the best thing that you could do.

worst thing you could do.

and i guess i'm better off alone,

i'll never have a home

after you left .

my disposable heart -

after you left it fell apart.

yet i breathe.

i breathe the smoke of siggarettes

to fill that place instead.

Subjective Reality

Subjective reality

Keeps bringing me down.

Do I see what they don't see?

Or other way 'round?

Now I understand all right!

But it's hard to control.

You can readjust your mind.

But you can't fool your soul.

Turn on the lights and face your fears!

The doubt is gonna disappear.

Open your eyes and try to hear!

Look far beyond,

But love what's near!

Keep living your dream!

In your dream!

In your dream!

Keep living your dream!

In your dream!

In your dream!

Out into space - there's so much to get,

But every planet we reach is dead.

I pray to be like the ocean, with soft currents, maybe waves at times. More and more, I want the consistency rather than the highs and the lows