New tracks!

5 new tracks on http://www.myspace.com/kosstinn

Pozvoni

Second Floor Concert

Wow.

ENVISION : Step into the sensory box from SUPERBIEN on Vimeo.

The End is Near

sun at the horizon
15 minutes then it's gone
can it be that all our steps are precisely written down

no matter what you try to do
you follow sacred script
embrace your cruel fate fully loaded and equipped

justice's in your mind and it's nothing but a dream
enjoy your shitty day
swallow down your shitty drink

and she is all so emotional
breaking into tears
load up your gun
the end is near

get me outta here
the end is near
i can see the light
but i can't see you clear

every organism wants to keep the status quo
clinging on to tiny dogs, mouldy cheese and bordeaux

you would do the same if you were that special one
but your in a different universe so load up your gun.

get me outta here
get me colder beer
i can see the light
but i can't see who's near

clap your useless hands until you're bleeding from your ears
i can see the light
the end is near

At the Museum

I like to go to the Art Inst. of Chicago on free days when there's bunch of people around that can hear me. And I like to read the painting descriptions out loud and be like:"OIL ON CANVAS?! Way to be fucking sustainable, Van Gogh!" Or like "Crucifixion of Christ, 1495?! That's bullshit! Jesus was already dead by then!"

A Haircut

You know you're balding when your barber goes: "Now let's get to real work!" right before trimming your back hair.

Mystery

I usually have 2 people visiting my blog everyday. Who the fuck is the second person I don't know.

The Man Knows

The man knows
The man tries
The man sees
The man fights
The man has grown
Out of size

The man found
The man has lost
It seems to the man
That there's no real cause
No rivers to be crossed

Give me the chord that I want to strike
Give me the key that I want to hit
Give me the word
To sound like me

International Pillow Fight Day.

Soap bars in your pillow case + international pillow fight day = undefeated.

A Magic Phrase

"I'm not healthy enough for sexual activity"
CAUTION: Use for fat chicks only.

Business Idea

I plan on opening a fast food place called "Dicktaters". We'll be serving tater-tots shaped as a male genitalia.

Disorder

I was reading online today that psychologists discovered a new type of the disorder that is a mix of anxiety disorder, OCD, ADD, and depression. Yeah it's called "You're fucked in the head!"

Is That a Hand?

Professor: "Is that a hand?"
Me: "No! It's my fucking balls!"

Question

I feel like I'm cheating every time I shake someone's hand. Do I have a masturbation problem?

Stamina

I can go for days without peeing. I think it has something to do with me crying in my pillow every night.

Cashiers Are Weird

Cashiers look at you funny when you buy three cans of Vaseline and a bag of candy.

Relationship.

So my parents don't approve my new relationship. Apparently "goats belong on a farm".
Whatever.

Mexican Food

You know you've had too much Mexican food last night if you feel sleepy after taking a shit.

Whole Foods

Somehow I get lots of dirty looks when I shop at the Whole Foods. Especially when I ask to wrap each potato in an individual plastic bag.

Who Gives a Fuck.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SVHAd3jwZy0

Surgery

So I had a penis enlargement surgery recently to please my girlfriend. And that turned out to be a waste of time cos I don't have a girlfriend.

Just a Thought

I definitely need to make some drastic changes in my life. And by life I mean my facebook page.

Maturity

I keep noticing how immature I am sometimes. Two days ago I was seating in the auditorium thinking about threesome sex with my teacher while waiting for my lecture to start. And then I'm like: "Seriously?! What is wrong with me?! We don't have lectures on Sundays!" Ugh.

About Literature

I don't know. I've been tired of technical literature recently, started reading this fiction book called "History of Sex Abuse at IIT".

Assymetry

It's been long enough - I can start seeing asymmetry in your face.

Touch the Sun

I'm gonna touch the

I'm gonna touch the sun

I'm gonna touch the

I'm gonna touch the sun

Why can't it stop from

Running away from me

Why is it running away

Breaking my eyes by

Breaking by looking at you

Is it so hard

Why is it so hard to

Do you remember

Something that I still do

Hmm can you guess what I drew

Blue Moon

Tiger in the Meteor Shower

On the 'L'

Last week I was standing on the 'L' station. Gentleman comes up to me and asks how to get to the club Berlin. I go: "Well first off you gotta switch from the pink line to the brown one..."

"Hm-kay"

There is something about you. The way you say "hm-kay" and open your mouth chewing a gum while giving a lecture is hard to ignore. I might be over thinking, but I suspect that you know that I'm not indifferent towards you when you look me in the eye explaining some concept. You look me in the eye longer than anyone else. Sometimes you smile and then suddenly burst into laughter after saying something you shoudn't have said in front of those 18 years old - perhaps you just forgot there's more than just us in the room. So what I do is come up with some stupid question to have an excuse to talk to you after the class. Is that sun shining on your face through the trees? Or is it my subjective reality?

Pokaholic

Realized today that I might be a pokaholic.

As in I can't stop poking holes.

Drunk History

Drunk History - Youtube it.

FML

My life is so miserable I go online to check if it's a sunny day.

Productivity

Thanks to my wide screen monitor I can successfully stalk people on several social networks simultaneously.

Dark Sour-Sweet

wish i was born in other country

two generations ago.

enjoy the lights

yet getting tired of this digital world.

yelled out the window to be heard.

but it was fog that ate my words.

so connected through the wires,

yet absolutely alone.

my plan backfired

not expired, working, but getting old.

you whispered softly some drunk absurd.

but it was fog that ate your words.

and since those times

it's fog that I eat.

so used to the taste of

dark sour-sweet.

in the night

that's what i prefer.

dark sour-sweet

the taste of the shredded words.

Stones

Talk to me.

As if soon we'd disappear.

What if my sky is yours?

Simply.

Where we start just isn't clear.

Intertwined strings of nerves, curves.

So stop where you standing and look at the stones.

They're

Probably waiting for the return

Of

Something that was here longer than light.

Bring all your courage!

Take

All

Your time!

Stupid Slut

lives by her mirror,

sleeps without pillow,

if she's ever home at night.

breaking the silence,

projecting her violence on me

you stupid slut.

you're such a stupid...

i don't know

why i even bother

dealing with you.

if you'll go...

it might be the best thing that you could do.

worst thing you could do.

and i guess i'm better off alone,

i'll never have a home

after you left .

my disposable heart -

after you left it fell apart.

yet i breathe.

i breathe the smoke of siggarettes

to fill that place instead.

Subjective Reality

Subjective reality

Keeps bringing me down.

Do I see what they don't see?

Or other way 'round?

Now I understand all right!

But it's hard to control.

You can readjust your mind.

But you can't fool your soul.

Turn on the lights and face your fears!

The doubt is gonna disappear.

Open your eyes and try to hear!

Look far beyond,

But love what's near!

Keep living your dream!

In your dream!

In your dream!

Keep living your dream!

In your dream!

In your dream!

Out into space - there's so much to get,

But every planet we reach is dead.

I pray to be like the ocean, with soft currents, maybe waves at times. More and more, I want the consistency rather than the highs and the lows

Dialogue

This dialogue doesn't mean a thing.

We all die alone buried with our dreams.

So please don't waste your time and stop the

Dialogue, dialogue, dialogue.

We all die alone.

There's no need to talk.

Stop the dialogue.

Forever Maybe?

I lost my way.

Show me the road.

Or leave me alone.

All the things I do

Make me feel good.

Make me feel wrong.

I cannot be with you.

I cannot live alone.

I tear my time apart.

I write this stupid songs.

I hope one day I will...

I hope one day I can...

We will live forever baby.

We will be together maybe.

And everything you wanted

I have.

And if I go... you know I loved you.

And if you go... you know I love you.

Students Today Are Completely Full of Shit

I was watching this documentary called "Before the Music Dies" and loved this quote by Branford Marsalis (saxophonist and music professor)

Branford was asked what has he learned from his students. Here's his response:

"What I've learned from my students is that students today are completely full of shit.

That is what I've learned from my students. Much like the generation before them, the only thing they are really interested in is you telling them how right they are and how good they are.

That is the same mentality that basically forces Harvard to give out B's to people that don't deserve them out of the fear that they'll go to other school that will give them B's, and those schools will make the money.

We live in a country that seems to be in this massive state of delusion, where the idea of what you are is more important than you actually being that. And it actually works just as long as everybody's winking at the same time. If one person stops winking, you just beat the crap out of that person, and they either starting winking or go somewhere else.

My students — all they want to hear how good they are and how talented they are. Most of them aren't really willing to work to the degree to live up to that."

http://con-ver-ter.blogspot.com/

California Trip Video

See it on http://www.con-ver-ter.blogspot.com

Everything You Do Matters

Not my own article, but I like the idea and agree with it.

Everything You Do Matters
The Ripple Effect

In a world of six billion people, it’s easy to believe that the only way to initiate profound transformation is to take extreme action. Each of us, however, carries within us the capacity to change the world in small ways for better or worse. Everything we do and think affects the people in our lives, and their reactions in turn affect others. As the effect of a seemingly insignificant word passes from person to person, its impact grows and can become a source of great joy, inspiration, anxiety, or pain. Your thoughts and actions are like stones dropped into still waters, causing ripples to spread and expand as they move outward. The impact you have on the world is greater than you could ever imagine, and the choices you make can have far-reaching consequences. You can use the ripple effect to make a positive difference and spread waves of kindness that will wash over the world.

Should the opportunity arise, the recipient of a good deed will likely feel compelled to do a good deed for someone else. Someone feeling the effects of negative energy will be more likely to pass on that negative energy. One act of charity, one thoughtful deed, or even one positive thought can pass from individual to individual, snowballing until it becomes a group movement or the ray of hope that saves someone’s life. Every transformation, just like every ripple, has a point of origin. You must believe in your ability to be that point of origin if you want to use the ripples you create to spread goodness. Consider the effect of your thoughts and actions, and try to act graciously as much as possible.

A smile directed at a stranger, a compliment given to a friend, an attitude of laughter, or a thoughtful gesture can send ripples that spread among your loved ones and associates, out into your community, and finally throughout the world. You have the power to touch the lives of everyone you come into contact with and everyone those people come into contact with. The momentum of your influence will grow as your ripples moves onward and outward. One of those ripples could become a tidal wave of positivity.